WAS IT MY WISH?

WAS IT MY WISH.
Was it my wish?to fall in love when I shouldn't have
Was it my wish to craddle around your tail with desperate muffs
That circles around you back in those days...
Was it my wish to prefer your hard made mind to my beautiful time
Was it my wish when I offer my best made meals toward your glittering soul
While you outpour those meals to the darken airs..
Was it my wish to make you the best while I suffer the molest of faithful friends;and I never feel it was my wish to cherish a wish that never comes to past...Was it my wish?Could it have been my wish?to become a fool while I know that I am a fool all in the name of love..
Was it ever my wish to bring my endless mark to you when I knew you needed me at all time...
And when revelation came;it was never my wish to move far away from you
It was never my wish to bring you down the drain while I cry in helplessness
How pitied am I to remain incessant in bringing you to my soul again while
You go deeper in the drain;it was never my wish to receive summon from the future knowing friends...Can you help her?a friend asked;
My answer was never a wish neither was it a curse...
It is just that some questions remain answerless at all times;be it now and forever!!